Ugh.. Seriously ??

I just don't understand how everything could start as a joke then turn into something so serious ?? Or what ?? I am just confused and hurt, and right before Thanksgiving. So what does it mean, does it mean that I wont be spending it with my mom ?? I know I am more than welcome at my Grandma's but still I paid for almost all the food my mom is cooking on Thanksgiving with money I DIDN'T have !!

I mean I can man up and admit when I am in the wrong or when I start stuff, but this time it was all her. She started the fight, yet she wants to blame it all on me, and say I started it. It's just unfair. It was an unnecessary fight that didn't need to happen. Leading to both of us in tears, and myself getting kicked out of the house.

More or less myself and my son. She doesn't understand I have no where to go really. I mean she is kicking her grandson out of then house too, an innocent little boy that didn't even have a part in all this. It's just mind blowing !!

Hopefully things will work out so we can at least be civil towards one another. If she is really kicking me out I would still like to be able to have her in our life. I think she is just making things bigger than they really are. She is going to wake up and regret kicking us out. I hope. I guess only time will tell what really is going to happen. All I know is my head is killing me from all this stress. I mean I was already stressed enough before this and this just added to the pile of it.

Our effin' economy sucks right now !! I have been looking for a job for months now. Every place seems to be laying off people instead hiring people. What is happening to the damn US ?? Hopefully things will change. Obama says things will. We will see what he can do to fix this crap hole we are in right now !!